Lovers Dream

and i think about him all time, hes always on mind

he is mine

no matter what i do i think of what he could do

to make things in life so profound,amazing,eccentric,wonderful

hes the best thing that has happened to me so far and i hate when he is afar

i Love him like you wouldnt know i never want him to go

i feel if he is gone to long i will loose myself and be covered in self doubt

he makes me feel loved like the kind from up above

im my subconscious i think about where fate will lead us

how everything will turn out

marriage kids

people will never understand the love at hand

the way it works and twerks us

i Love him so much that sometimes i cry

thinking about him one day not being here makes me want to die

people say hes no good but i say

Fuck you

they ll never know, but i wish that they could

im lucky were in love

those threee silky smooth words fall from his mouth and i melt

knowing that their true

i hate saying goodbye to him after a nice hour talk

every long song i hear brings tears to my eyes because im thinking of him

hes dope

and i Love him for EVERY flaw and inequality that he has

his style and his way of not fitting in with the crowd

I Hate&Love

Most Definitely!!the things i hate outweigh the things i love. its a sad fact but totally and completely true unfortunately. Things shouldnt be that way but i guess its a matter of me learning to love everything, no one should have that much hate in their heart. I hate so much that i just want to kill and i have to stop myself from thinking those thoughts and usually end up breaking down in tears. I Love very few people in the world but the one person i could say hands down that i love is my best friend Gabriel hes amazing. I love few people in my family. Number one is my boyfriend after Gabriel of course but their both equally great. I think that i might be type bipolar because i tend to snap on people. But i still love them..But its not good to hate because all the hate you have is not doing you any good one day your going to do something because of all the hate,i know because that happened to me. You dont have to love everybody but you shouldnt hate them it does nothing for you but just be nice because you never know what could happen.

And i think

about how the rest of my life will turn out. How our relationship will end if it ever does at this rate its going down while another is rising up. Will my dreams come true. Personally i think Love is overrated it just a word and it means nothing when it is said. Only actions can make true what your mouth says's. Its funny because they lie everyone lies you may think its true, they may tell you everything to back it up but you will never know. the way you think may change your whole world. If only they didn't lie. If they didn't lie you wouldn't have to worry about where they are if their safe or God forbid cheating on you. Will you ever know when this life is over will you soon find out.(hopefully). all you can do now is sit back rearrange your thoughts and things will soon get better if you do your thinking has saved you if you dont you might do some very stupid things like end a real good relationship with someone you truly love all because you thought they were lying.